To all those who wanted to commission me for artwork: It's not happening, and it's never going to happen as long as I live.
I'm retiring: I never want to draw again as long as I live. I'm bored with it, I have no interest in it, and recently I smashed my tablet as hard as I could against the counter and broke it so that way I could have an excuse as to why I don't need to do it.
and for all you people thinking I took money from my commissioners and left: I never even accepted payment. I stole no one's money and I don't want anyone's money.
I don't know what I'm gonna do now... take some images down? take all my images down? deactivate this account? I don't know. One thing is for sure is I don't wanna be here anymore and I want nothing to do with holding a pencil or stylus again as long as I live.
It's too stressful, I can't do it, and it's PAINFUL: Trying to draw on a tablet just fills me with a sense of dread and depression.
I've become so mentally unstable in the past few months and snapping/going berserk almost every day now and my heart literally can't take it. I need to cut off everything that drives me insane, and drawing is one of them.
It's been fun, but it's over.
Besides, are you really surprised with how infrequent updates/artwork became on this account? It's been a long time coming, and I'm glad it's finally come... Now I can finally breathe again.